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The Eagle's nest
 
Just my little space to share some things i've written and thought up. Hoping for comments
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To be Watched or not to be Watched...is that the question?
Posted:Apr 5, 2006 7:59 am
Last Updated:Mar 1, 2010 1:20 am
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I knew is was a voyeur....i love seeing people (read women or couples) have fun on cam. Audio makes it even more hot!

Recently i found out that being watched also turns me on. It's so hot when you're pleasuring yourself knowing that others are watching you.
You wonder what they're doing while watching you. Are they just watching? are they playing with themselves too? or did they just open the cam window and have somebody else's on top of yours?
I love it when i know who's watching me...when they give me instructions on what to do or when i can see them playing with themselves while watching me

Do you like being watched too? and what turns you on the most?
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Dreams and fantasies
Posted:Oct 18, 2005 1:04 pm
Last Updated:Mar 1, 2010 1:21 am
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Last night I lay in bed and dreamt about you.

You were there with me, lying next to me. I could smell you and sense your warm naked body a few inches from mine. I heard your breathing stop when I put my hand on your stomach. Gently rolling you over so you'd lie fully against me like teaspoons. Very slowly and gently I started kissing your shoulder and your neck, working my way up to your chin. Then as my hand slid up from your stomach to your breast, my lips reached yours and we kissed.

Squeezing your breast I saw your lips opening to let out a soft gasp. Immediately I gave you a deep, slow, passionate kiss. Teasingly I slid my hand down your stomach and lower still. You lifted your leg a bit and put it backwards over mine, urging me to move my hand lower. Eager to please I did and I felt your softest, warmest most intimate spot. Moving my legs up between yours I opened your legs wider, gave you a kiss in your neck and slowly slid my fingers between your lips, feeling your wetness.

I could feel you move your hips in rhythm to my fingers, you aroused me even more and I could feel myself growing hard. As I slowly started moving my hips against yours I put 2 fingers deep into your hungry pussy. Your moan excited me even more and as I pushed my hips harder against yours, I took your earlobe in my mouth and softly sucked on it.

As I gently rubbed your soft, wet vulva with the palm of my hand I made long, stroking movements with my fingers. This went on for a couple of minutes, me switching from slow movements to faster movements and your moans and body movement increasing.

Feeling your body begin to shiver I got too excited and wanted more, I wanted to feel myself buried deep inside your warm, wetness. I took my fingers out of you and heard you gasp. I teasingly bit your earlobe and whispered "roll over on your stomach and spread 'em" in your ear. You happily obliged, rolling over and stretching out your body while purring softly. As you turned your head and smiled at me you opened your legs and bended them a little so your bottom was lifted from the bed.

A few seconds I was simply stunned by the sight. The beauty of you lying there, wanting me, waiting for what I was going to do. Very slowly I crept towards you. Placing my tongue at the spot where your buttocks join I licked you upwards over your spine, sending goose bumps through your whole body. When I reached your neck I stopped and took some skin between my teeth and gently lowered my body on yours. Letting go of your neck I slid my body downward then lifted my upper body and moved my hips forward and up, penetrating you ever so slowly.

We both moaned loudly at this feeling, the feeling we'd longed for for so long.
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Friends with benefits?
Posted:Oct 11, 2005 3:22 pm
Last Updated:Mar 5, 2006 9:27 pm
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Some one made me think and rethink a few of the standards/habits/convictions i had and i'm glad she did.

Friends With Benefits always was an expression that intrigued me. At this point i think i'd really like to have one (or two) of those...

I am interested in hearing how it works for others...do you plan the 'benefits'? of do they happen spontaneous? Are there any pitfalls?
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Dreams
Posted:Sep 20, 2005 8:29 am
Last Updated:Mar 5, 2006 9:27 pm
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A friend of mine asked me what i dreamt about....and she turned her webcam on and told me to pretend she was a stranger to me and...tell her what i'd dream about that stranger.

She's really yummie, so that shouldn't be a problem
I think i'll write a bout it on wednesday or thursday evening...

Thank you stranger....for your kindness, sending me pretty dream material and putting me back to writing.
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and what are you?
Posted:Aug 20, 2005 4:19 am
Last Updated:Mar 5, 2006 9:27 pm
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I wrote this poem a few months ago and sent it to a girl i'd just met. I told her it was a warning.
We're now the best of friends.

Seeker

I cut through your defences,
and leave you with tears running.
I go for the core of your being,
your heart, your soul.
No matter the cost,
You've had your chance to stop me.

That is my blessing and my curse
I am a Seeker of thruth

Too bad 'tingling with power' isn't a mood
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White Angel, Dark Angel?
Posted:Aug 20, 2005 4:06 am
Last Updated:Mar 5, 2006 9:27 pm
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one of my favorite bands. The first time i heard this song i got goosebumps all over my body...and i still do when Sharon starts to sing the first line. It describes exactly what i could be...a Dark Angel....and that's oh so tempting at times.

Within Temptation - Angels

Sparkling angel I believed
You were my saviour in my time of need.
Blinded by faith I couldn't hear
All the whispers, the warnings so clear.
I see the angels,
I'll lead them to your door.
There's no escape now,
No mercy no more.
No remorse cause I still remember
The smile when you tore me apart.

You took my heart,
Deceived me right from the start.
You showed me dreams,
I wished they turn into real.
You broke the promise and made me realize.
It was all just a lie.

Sparkling angel, I couldn't see
Your dark intentions, your feelings for me.
Fallen angel, tell me why?
What is the reason, the thorn in your eye?
I see the angels,
I'll lead them to your door
There's no escape now
No mercy no more
No remorse cause I still remember
The smile when you tore me apart

You took my heart,
Deceived me right from the start.
You showed me dreams,
I wished they turn into real.
You broke the promise and made me realize.
It was all just a lie.
Could have been forever.
Now we have reached the end.

This world may have failed you,
It doesn't give you a reason why.
You could have chosen a different path in life.

The smile when you tore me apart.

You took my heart,
Deceived me right from the start.
You showed me dreams,
I wished they turn into real.
You broke the promise and made me realize.
It was all just a lie.
Could have been forever.
Now we have reached the end.
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Cruel intentions, The picture of Dorian Gray
Posted:Aug 20, 2005 3:59 am
Last Updated:Mar 5, 2006 9:27 pm
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Are you also tempted to plunge into darkness?

I often wonder what it would be like...acting like Sebastian or Dorian, seducing innocents, ruining their lives for your own pleasure.

Could i still live with myself? after having hurt so many people? Could you?
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Stories to come....
Posted:Aug 17, 2005 5:03 am
Last Updated:Mar 5, 2006 9:27 pm
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Beltane
This should have been my first story, but alas. the lady that inspired me to write it suddenly disappeared from my life

You, me and a strawberry breakfast
Describing the day and night before...

Nightswimming
*sighs deeply* A full moon, clear sky...her and me

i wish i could start writing them all now...but Exams at university are nearing...
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First story
Posted:Aug 17, 2005 4:56 am
Last Updated:Mar 1, 2010 1:22 am
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This is the fist story i've written so far.
I'm sorry but it's in Dutch...and i don't feel much for translating it in english...translating emotions never works for me.

De eerste date

We hadden afgesproken op het station. Uit eten bij een leuk Italiaans restaurantje en daarna een filmpje kijken bij jou thuis, of gewoon in de stad wat drinken naar gelang het klikte. Ik had 2 filmpjes meegenomen, een romantische comedy, een echte knuffelfilm, en een actiefilm.

Jij kende de weg en had het restaurantje uitgekozen. Het was precies wat ik hoopte, knus, vriendelijke bediening en heerlijk eten. Tijdens het eten hadden we het prima naar ons zin, lekker ontspannen praten en veel lachen en elkaar een beetje uitdagen. Na het eten leek het ons nog wel leuk om een film te gaan kijken, dus gingen we naar jouw huisje toe.

Aangezien het prima klikte en we allebei heerlijk hadden gegeten leek de romantische knuffelfilm ons wel wat. We ploften heerlijk naast elkaar neer op de bank. Ik legde een dekentje over onze voeten heen en zette het filmpje op.

Na een tijdje besloot jij om languit op je buik op de grond te gaan liggen. Ik genoot van de film (en het uitzicht), maar kon na een tijdje niet stil blijven zitten.

Ik ging op de grond tussen je benen in zitten en nam je voeten in m'n handen, ik speelde even met je tenen en streelde je daarna langzaam langs je voetzolen en je kuiten naar je bovenbenen en daarna naar je billen. Daarna steunde ik op een hand en gleed met de andere over je rug naar je nek en kriebelde je door je haar. Dit scheen je te bevallen, want ik zag je hoofd iets draaien zodat je me aan kon kijken. Je had een prachtige glimlach op je lippen gevormd. Ik knipoogde naar je, boog me over je heen naar de afstandsbediening en zette de film stop.”ik krijg trek in een toetje”zei ik zachtjes tegen je.”Oh, waarin dan?”vroeg je.”Jou”zei ik, en gaf je meteen een innige zoen en liet mijn lichaam op het jouwe zakken.

Daarna lagen we heerlijk lang tegen elkaar aan. We zoenden en streelden elkaar met onze kleren nog aan, totdat je met je hand tussen mijn benen kwam, en met een glimlach zei: “Ik geloof dat er iets is opgezwollen door de warmte.” Waarop ik ook moest lachen en zei dat we dat lichaamsdeel maar wat meer ruimte moesten geven. Dat was het moment om ons te verplaatsen naar de slaapkamer, en op het heerlijke zachte bed verder te gaan.Jij trok mijn kleren uit en ik de jouwe, genietend van elk stukje huid wat bloot kwam. We keken aandachtig naar elkaars lichaam en streelden elkaar voorzichtig. Je gaf me een heerlijke lange tongzoen en zei dat je me in je mond wou voelen, waarop ik zei dat ik dan wel vervanging voor die lippen tegen de mijne wou hebben.

Hierop gingen we heerlijk languit in bed in de 69 positie liggen en streelden, kusten en likten elkaar intensief voordat we echt elkaars meest gevoelige plekje begonnen te verwennen. Je deed heerlijke dingen met me en ik deed m'n best om je net zo te laten genieten als jij bij mij deed. Met enig succes denk ik, want ik hoorde je kreunen en voelde je heupen tegen m'n mond duwen en je af en toe schokken en verkrampen. Na een tijdje voelde ik ook mijn hoogtepunt naderen en kreunde zachtjes. Ik beet je zachtjes in je
dijbenen. Je merkte wat er ging gebeuren, want je plaatste je handen op m'n billen en trok me dicht tegen je aan. Je nam me zo diep mogelijk in je mond. Ik trok jouw lichaam ook strak tegen me aan, kreunde hard en voelde hoe ik heerlijk, diep in jouw mond klaarkwam. Je hield me nog heerlijk lang in je mond, totdat ik weer was bijgekomen van de heftige ontlading die ik had gedaan. Ik gaf je een teder kusje bovenop jouw schaamlippen en liet je los. Jij liet mij ook los en draaide je om zodat je met je hoofd naast het mijne lag. Zachtjes fluisterde ik “bedankt, dat was heerlijk.” Waarop je me met glinsterende ogen aankeek en me een zoen gaf.

We lagen daarna heerlijk loom met elkaar te zoenen en bij te komen....

CopyRight by Calis of Krondor
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Hugging and heaven.....
Posted:Aug 17, 2005 4:52 am
Last Updated:Mar 5, 2006 9:27 pm
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When in the shower i tought up a few things on hugging. Very disorganised yet, but here are a few things i think make the differrence between levels...

standing/lying down
dressed/naked
'somebody'/'mate'
plain hugging/ hugging and caressing

I think for me being in seventh heaven would be lying naked in bed with my mate (after lovemaking?), just being close together and giving the other an occassional kiss or squeeze.

Why is there no 'Cuddly' mood?
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Welcome!
Posted:Aug 17, 2005 4:44 am
Last Updated:Mar 1, 2010 1:23 am
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As you can see, my mood is adventurous, I hope this is the first step of an interesting journey....publishing my thoughts and stories for others to comment on.

The reason i start this blog is that i was just in the shower and thought of being in 7th heaven and hugging. My mind thought up a series of levels of hugging with someboy and i thought it would be amusing to hear other people's thoughts on it.

Also I've written one erotic story and have ideas for 3 more. The 2 people i've sent the story to reacted pretty positive, so i'm very curious what the reactions here will be....and i'd love to get tips to become better.
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