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HNW: White
Posted:Aug 16, 2017 10:54 pm
Last Updated:Aug 28, 2017 12:25 am
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Cloud, white, fluffy and pure. The vehicle of childhood imagination and creativity. How many times did I look up and let my thoughts drift like the clouds I watched? How many monsters in the sky did I save the world from? How many animals did the clouds become and join in the fun of a summer play session? White is the color of freedom and just for a moment looking at the white fluffy clouds I am free again.
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The magic of 1940's and 50's lingerie
Posted:Aug 6, 2017 11:19 pm
Last Updated:Aug 10, 2017 10:28 pm
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Sometimes the human race creates something so perfect that improvements seem like a downgrade. That is the case with lingerie from the 40's and 50's. Before this lingerie was silk and oversized. After was sheer and barely there but for two decades the female body was displayed so perfectly that showed off the natural curves of a woman while leaving so much to the imagination that even today men are powerless against it. Modern women are rediscovering these styles of seduction and I couldn't be happier.
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Story Time: The Australian Orbiter
Posted:Aug 6, 2017 10:48 pm
Last Updated:Aug 15, 2017 9:48 pm
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I thought I had already made a post about this but it turns out that I didn't so...

I used to post a lot on this now dead and gone app called candid. It was great. It was totally anonymous so you could post whatever you wanted without blowback. I never trolled but it was tempting. Also I would go on late so the only people still posting where Australians getting off of work and insomniacs. So of course an Australian girl posts a picture with her top off but with the girls strategically covered saying she didn't like her body. Total compliment trap because her tits where spectacular and a girl knows her best feature. So she got the obvious replies of "I want to cum on those tits" But I decided to give her a actual compliment because if someone puts themselves out there you have to reward that. She did have a great body but she did that thing that women do where if their a little overweight the feel like the ugliest person who has ever walked the earth. So I replied "You're body is amazing, so many girls would kill for those curves."

She replied to me a couple of days later saying that my comment was the only one that wasn't perverted and it made her feel better about herself. We got to talking and she told me she lived in a small town in New South Wales but was moving to Sidney for law school. We laughed and flirted and then she stopped responding. Then a couple of months go by and she hits me up out of the blue. Saying she was busy getting ready for law school which I can understand so we were back to laughing and flirting and then she stopped replying. Two weeks later back to laughing and flirting. I chalked up her absence as law school workload but then she let slip that she didn't go to law school and was taking a year off from school so she was working at a bar. Also she was gay and has at least two girlfriends and three guys she was talking with. Then I knew what was happening. I was being satellite and I was put in orbit. She was a orbiter.

If you don't know a orbiter is someone who isn't attracted to you but you satisfy their needs so the orbiter keeps them around by attracting them with the promise of a relationship or sex. Do worry if you never heard of it because I made it up. I was self esteem boosting guy. I've been orbited several times so I know the signs but she did a good job hiding it for months. I was fine with it. I'm really starving for female attention. She gave me attention. She was a interesting person too. How often do you meet a lesbian with three boyfriends. I wanted to continue the relationship but Candid was sold and shutdown and she didn't need a confidence boost so she didn't reply to my messages with my email before everything was gone.
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Trust and the submissive
Posted:Aug 6, 2017 9:43 pm
Last Updated:Aug 7, 2017 12:34 pm
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The word submissive seems to have a negative connotation in western societies. When people think of the word and the people who choose to identify with it you usually will get descriptions like weak, exploited and sad. If that's the case why do millions of people usually with high responsibility, high stress jobs engage in these types of relationships? Is it something we've missed?

I'm not a submissive. I guess you could say that I'm a dom but only in theory. The thought of me being a submissive gives me the same feelings I have when I put my right shoe on my left foot. It just doesn't feel right and is a little annoying but I do know that people don't engage in risky behavior without a reward. So what are the rewards for a submissive? Well the dom gains power and authority and with that comes responsibility. So it would make sense that with the loss of power and authority comes a form of freedom. Maybe the submissive gets a sense of accomplishment and satisfaction from completing simple tasks that the dom has set forth in a world where simplicity is rare. Or maybe being hit and humiliated actives some adrenaline that our sanitized lives don't provide. It is extremely rare that our fight or flight mechanism is active and their are some primal rewards systems set up in our brains.

This is all great but why I decided to write this is the relationship between the dom and the sub. It's 100 percent based on trust. I have been open about my thoughts that trust is the most important part of a relationship. And I stand by that. It seems that men and women don't trust each other anymore. There once was a time where we trusted but those days are long gone. We don't need each other for survival anymore but we still need each other. The dom and sub have such an intense bond because the sub trust that if things get to intense the dom will back off a little and the dom has to trust the sub to tell them what they need. I think we should take notes.
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HNW: Favorite drink
Posted:Aug 2, 2017 8:39 pm
Last Updated:Aug 6, 2017 10:50 pm
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There is a legendary drink that has been satisfying the thrist of Michiganders since 1866. A local staple that we kind of take for granted because it has always been here but it is essential in summer memories and backyard barbecues and my personal favorite drink. Vernors ginger ale.

Well...Vernors is not actually ginger ale. It is more of a perfect mix of ginger ale and ginger beer. Stronger than ginger ale but milder than ginger beer and non alcoholic. It has a unique taste that is unmistakable and it very carbonated so the bubbles tickle your nose when you drink it.

Vernors is the perfect drink for when you were young in summer time, sitting around with friends talking about how you wish you where older. You couldn't wait to get to the time when you could do and be whatever you wanted and drinking a vernors made you feel a little closer.
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Debunking the sapiosexual myth
Posted:Jul 31, 2017 2:30 am
Last Updated:Jul 31, 2017 6:59 pm
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Henry Cavendish figured out the weight of the earth by constructing a device that measured the gravitational pull of the planet. Sir Isaac Newton created calculus on a drunken dare. Nicola Tesla made modern life possible by pioneering wireless technology and creating alternating current electricity. Other than being giants of the scientific community these men had another thing in common. They were all virgins. And this seems to be an common phenomenon.

According to The university of North Carolina for every IQ point above the average of 100 your likelihood of being a virgin goes up by 1.7 percent for females and 2.7 percent for males and since 76% of all virgins are male I'll be primarily focusing on them, Sorry ladies. Also those with higher intellgence who engage in sexual activities have sex less often than their normal intelligent peers and we don't know why. One theory is that males with high IQ's have low libidos but it turns out that according to the North Carolina University study males with high IQ's have equal or higher sex drives of males with normal intelligence. Then they thought it was hormonal. Maybe highly intelligent males have testosterone but according to the latest study from the University of Alberta after testing over 1000 men with IQ'S ovet 130 not only is high testosterone a present it seems to be necessary for super intelligence.

And finally there is the most likely culprit. Men who have higher intellgence are overwhelmingly less socially active and introverted and it's not in women's nature to be attracted to introversion. Also a women is turned off by a man who is smart but not doing anything with it. So it is not the intelligence itself that is the turn on it's the possibility that the intelligence provides. I have yet to encounter a true sapiosexual and I'm 100% sure that I never will.
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Explaining my Fuck it list
Posted:Jul 26, 2017 11:45 pm
Last Updated:Aug 4, 2017 3:41 pm
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If you read my last post you would know that I mentioned a fuck it list. It might look like a typo but it was intentional. You take a bucket list...Things you want to do before you kick the bucket and if you make a bucket list that is exclusively sexual experiences you would like to have, then your bucket list becomes a fuck it list. The bucket list is for your life. The fuck it list is for your genitals.

I believe everyone should have a fuck it list. Even if you're not a sexual person. It's a great exercise in creativity and goal setting. You may never have sex while skydiving but trying to figure out the positions and mechanics that it would be involved is a fun mental workout. F.Y.I that's not on my Fuck it list and cowgirl is the only position were your parachutes won't get tangled. Your fuck it list is also more difficult than your bucket list because most of the items require another person which is the opposite of the bucket list which mostly requires your sole action. You can have the item of you recreating the fingering on a roller-coaster scene from the movie Fear on your fuck it list but if you can't find someone willing to participate then it's dead in the water. That one is on my Fuck it list.

My Fuck it list is long and pretty much impossible to finish since I'm 32 years old and my Men.Date - Gay Dating purity test score is 87 but tell me about your fuck it list. Are you tearing through the items or are you done?
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The newest entry on my sex bucket list: Sensory deprivation
Posted:Jul 26, 2017 8:54 pm
Last Updated:Aug 4, 2017 3:41 pm
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Sight, Taste, Hearing, Smell, Touch, Movement. If you control the senses you control the experience. And if you restrict access to one of the senses you sharpen the others. So if you are controling a sexual experience then you can play the body as a pleasure instrument. That's what excites me. The idea of restricting sight and watching her body react to me telling her what I'm going to do. Restricting her hearing and her only able to hear her own breathing in her chest as give her a firm smack across her ass while she anticipates another. Restraining her movement while she tastes the saltiness of my skin as I force my cock down her eager throat. Playing her body likea pleasure instrument by restricting and stimulating. The idea of composing a symphony of bliss and being a Mozart is why sensory deprivation makes my Fuck it list.
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I found another use for porn.
Posted:Jul 24, 2017 9:54 pm
Last Updated:Jul 26, 2017 6:22 pm
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Porn I love it, I don't know if you love it because I don't know your preferences but I know you've seen it. If you haven't...well welcome to earth and you should know we humans like to watch each other mate. For the rest of us we all know how porn works. There's a young woman who you find attractive. You click on her video and watch as she gets fucked by your stunt cock while you jerk off until you cum then you feel like a loser. I don't know how women use porn but I think it's similar. I ask the ladies of Men.Date - Gay Dating later.

I believe that I've found another use for porn. Exercise motivation. I've been watching a video and instead of jerking it, I use that pent up energy to go running around my neighborhood. I say around 4k. Then I com home and do a 10 minute kettle bell workout. And it's paying dividends. I've lost about 8lbs. It would be more if I didn't eat junk food like a starving goat at the city dump. I know it's a bad habit but potatoes are my weakness. Also I'm hard up if you haven't noticed and Häagen Dazs makes the horny go away.

I think I'm on to something here. People spend top dollars to a get fun and motivation in there workouts. Why would anyone go to soul cycle when they could have porn circuits and maybe there could be some action between customers who are worked up need another workout
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Is the male ego and self interest a way to get more foreplay?
Posted:Jul 21, 2017 2:19 pm
Last Updated:Jul 21, 2017 6:14 pm
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Foreplay! Most women need it, Most guys barely tolerate it if not ignore it. But what if it didn't have to be this way? What if we could get guys to give more foreplay by not shaming them or bribing them with the promise of crazed thank you sex later but by appealing to their ego and self interest. WHOA!!! I can already here the screams of "Fuck you, not gonna happen." But hear me out I think I'm on to something.

Men have egos. I know shocking, but it's true. In our heads we are the ruler of the world and conqueror of all known planets but like keep kicking us in the dick so it's fragile. Although between kicks we're lords over all. It takes that type of delusion to have the chutzpah to approach someone who you don't know with confidence and try to convince them to have sex with you and not just do this once but hundreds if not thousands of times during your lifetime.

That being said the every woman is different sexually. No only person to person but day to day. Every sexual experience a women has depends on a lot of factors. Maybe she's been stressed and wants to shut off her mind and be told what to do. Maybe she's ovulating and wants to be more experimental but the King of the world doesn't ask he just knows and maybe the women doesn't know what she wants herself but her body knows.

That's how you get guys to give more foreplay. By telling them it's a road map to be the best she's ever had. Let's face it guys need a road map when it comes to sex. We either do what we like or learn what women like from trail and error or porn depending on how good looking or successful you are. Which is inefficient.

Foreplay is a way to ask without asking. A way of becoming a sex God and cutting down the learning curve. Foreplay isn't something that is just for her. It's a way guys can be that guy she talks about to her friends. And that's how we should push foreplay. But it's just a theory.
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R.I.P. Chester Bennington
Posted:Jul 20, 2017 10:18 pm
Last Updated:Jul 24, 2017 8:53 pm
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If you where a in the late 90's and early 2000's which I was and thought you were edgy and misunderstood which I did. Then Lincoln Park was the soundtrack of your coming of age and Chester Bennington was the voice of your frustration. With what I don't know but you were frustrated. His voice was the background to many head bobbing bouts of self introspection and fist pumping rounds of youthful stupidity but now that voice is gone forever. From a that all he wanted was to get laid and to get his mom off his back that is now an adult who all he wants is to get laid and life to get off his back. Thanks for the memories and sleep well.
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Making friends with my inner tyrant
Posted:Jul 20, 2017 2:04 pm
Last Updated:Jul 20, 2017 2:10 pm
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For those who don't know what their are four major archetypes of a man's personality. The King, The Warrior, The Magician and The Lover. And within those major stuctures are minor structures that support the whole. For the The Warrior you have The Protector and The Destroyer. The Magician is The Creator and The Fool and The Lover has The Addict and The Dreamer. These names change depending upon the person explaining them but the sentiment remains universal.

Which brings us to the reason for this post. Inside of The King archetype lie The Wise King and The Tyrant And it has come to my attention that I have over developed my wise king and neglected my inner tyrant. Which is a problem because you need both elements of the King archetype to fully experience the archetype. As a king certain situations will arise were wisdom fails and you can't run from it, comprise or negotiate. You must grab the situation by the throat and force it to submit to your will. The tyrant doesn't just demand submission it requires it. The tyrant sees your opinions and wants as disrespect that must be crushed. The tyrant sees your opinions and wants as disrespect that must be crushed. The tyrant is only kept in check by the wise king but without the tyrant the wise king has no teeth. He is only empty words and shallow ideas. So they must be developed equally. I have felt the pull of my inner tyrant and maybe I should have used his services in certain situations but I viewed him as a threat. Now I realize that he has his place and I should use him more often.
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Messages don't matter re-upload
Posted:Jul 19, 2017 1:33 pm
Last Updated:Jul 24, 2017 12:51 am
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I've read a lot of blog post recently that were about how guys send messages like horny six year olds. Like they're lucky to get a coherent sentence not to mention the sexist and or disrespectful ones. Which is horrible. Those guys should thrown into a pit with hungry alligators before their stupidity infects the rest of humanity.

Although after those thoughts subsided another thought took its place. What is a good message? So I asked the members of blog land most ignored me but thanks to pleasure_kitten for answering my query. She basically told me what I already knew. That a great message consists of a line or two that is in a profile that you elaborate on. I'm paraphrasing of course. Which I've always done in my messages sans two which I phoned in but there lies the inconsistency and inconsistencies bug me.

If I've been sending good messages this whole time, why haven't I been getting responses? I've sent hundreds of good messages you would think I would get at least 10 non auto replies. Off the subject auto replies should be banned. Auto replies just give you false hope. It's like if you jumped out of a burning building and just when you are about to accept your fate superman swoops in just to fly into the air to drop you from a higher. It's "Yes, that cute girl responded" to "Okay, no she didn't" Then you try to hide the fact you got your hopes and and now you're disappointed.

Back to my original point. Let me give you a example of my messages. About a year and a half ago I found my dream girl. She was thick ( for those who aren't familiar with hip-hop that means a girl is overweight but curvy with big tits and a spectacular ass) which like, wore glasses and was really dorky. She mentioned that her passion was the local roller derby team which she was a member. So of course I crafted my message toward her passion project. It helped that I was a supporter of the team not really a fan of the sport but I donated money to the Detroit derby girls and followed the team's progress in big tournaments. I forget what I said exactly but the team had won a national tournament and I suggested that I take her out to celebrate. Fucking crickets. That one stung but you move on.

But the inconsistency is still there and then it hit me. I'm not attractive enough! I'm not passing the first round of judgment. Let's face it women get a lot of messages per day. They need a way to filter out the guys. It should be obvious that the oned they find physically attractive would make the first cut. It's first "Would I fuck him?" Then "Can he read?" That's why women need up reading this one word messages and why they get so mad when they're rejected. These messages are sent from pretty boys who never had to try hard or develop a personality to get a women to have sex with them. Finally I have solved the inconsistency. It's not because they don't like who I am as a person. It's because I'm a ugly of a bitch. I feel so much better! Ok , let's go get some ice cream.
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