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New day new outlook!
Posted:Apr 27, 2008 10:50 am
Last Updated:Jun 20, 2008 7:30 pm
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Well as I said it is a new day and a new outlook on my "dating / Sex / relationship / personal" Life. I really should be opening up and being more active on my search for a partner or at least a FWB. Either way I need to get off my butt and look. So I expect the fact that I will get stood up and maybe a couple of canceled meets, but it is a part of life and I hear it's hard... life that is. Well I am ready and I wish me good luck because I am going to need it. I am getting older and working WAY too much, but I am still going to the gym and just to tell you... I have lost 30 pounds and I look GOOD! Well I am happy with it and for right now that is what counts. Well I am going to go and I hope you all find what your looking for and may it be the one.
Bow
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Read only if you intend to read it all...
Posted:Nov 11, 2006 8:55 pm
Last Updated:Apr 17, 2008 3:33 pm
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Time only tells us when life has meaning, when life takes its vast turn for poignant clarity. Not all experiences lead to happy ending and not all experiences make an impact the same way. Looking back on the parts of my life that have changed me as a man and more as a human have shaped me so far away from what I grew up as. As a growing up in Texas you only have football as a form of combat or guide to what it feels like to experience pain. Now when I speak of pain there are so many types of it, emotional, physical, physiological and visual. All can happen at once, some can happen only with others but all can happen by themselves without the need of the other three. The common of these pains is emotional and only in extreme circumstances does one ever feel all four. One of those extreme circumstances is called combat, as a former Sgt. of the Marine Corps, we Marines are trained to do things that others think they want to do but really don�t. I�ve trained to do so many things; heal, think (may come to some as a surprise), feel, gather information, shoot, survive and most of all kill. The last of these is the simplest to do but the most default to exclude out of your mind. I have done all of these that I have been trained to do and still years later the memories haunt my mind like thorns from a rose. Beautiful from the top but work your way down and you can see the pain below the surface of beauty. Funny thing is life has its strange ways of showing you normalcy in those times of intense pain. Like when you sit and listen to music while bombs are going off in the distance and the heat is killing your skin like a fire from a touch. Life can end at any moment and life can take away any part of you either it be inside or out.
I�ve been there many times, over and over. Looking into my soul for answers and listening to the wind for my ancestors to speak to me. Trying to change my emotional mind set of how life can change for the worse. Like the sound of a piano playing a slow sheet of music, deep and filled with emotion. Listen one day to someone play the piano and block out the noise of others and tell me if it doesn�t touch your soul. Feelings like that make you experience life for what it is, beautiful. Turning your heart inside to out will make you feel what it means to be alive. What it means to feel; a lot of us out there say they know what it means to feel but do you really? Do you see yourself emotionally connected to what you are doing or seeing? Can you relate to what you see as a human? If not then I am sorry to tell you this but you don�t really feel at all. When you become numb to the fact people die all around you and suffer pain that will haunt them for the end of the life. You can�t say you feel. Look inside of you and run this scenario of me, life or death would you give your life so that others may live, so that others may go on and continue to succeed? Ones life is the most precious thing we all have as humans. Forget about man and woman, as humans we live for a purpose. Most of us take are lives and do with it as we please and that is a right given to you by people that are no longer apart of this earth. The sacrifice of one life for the many of others, when you look at a National Cemetery and you see the rows and rows of people honorably buried, think of that number and compare it to the nation�s population. For every person buried you have thousands of people that live free.
Remaining human after experiencing such great pains is not very easy, like pain from the heart it carries over to the next day till you can come to grips with it. But with all pains it takes time to heal, but I believe that they never heal they only become easier to think of. Things life death makes you realize that no matter what you do in life you have passion. Yes passion, it�s the passion to live, for see you life as what you have made it. Then realizing that it means nothing because you have done nothing that gives your life meaning. Wasted life is a poor life to lose if you come face to face with death. To relate I would say it would be like going to another country but never really doing anything but watching TV. Your prospective on life changes as much as a novel from your favorite author or movie. Faced with the end one usually thinks of all the things that they didn�t do. The one true thing that people don�t realize is that the things that they thought of aren�t because they didn�t get the chance to do, but realize that they are the things they were afraid to do. What made them no do those things, what makes them realize that there life is not complete. It�s because we realize that our life has more purpose than what we had been doing with it. At some point we all hit this crossroad in our lives and we must make a choice to either continue on our path or change it for a different one with a different outcome. My pivotal part came to me as I saw two of my friends die in combat, as I shouldn�t be here to tell this story I must so things in my life can continue. Firing back in the direction which from the hostile fire was coming from, I only thought of the men that were my friends and how I wanted to kill who hurt my brothers in arms. I was hurt emotionally, physically, visually and later physiologically. The thoughts and images that are burned into my mind is permanent, it�s deep scaring pain that haunts my dreams at night and fills my heart with regret. The thoughts of why I was chosen to be alive, why was I chosen to be the lucky one to live. I often hear of old war vets not being able to come to grips of why there buddies died and they did not. As easy as it sounds of why we are alive its not, because as those who have gone before me we wonder if there was something we didn�t do enough to die ourselves. Superfluous as it sounds I still feel I didn�t give enough to face the same faith as my fallen brothers. I believe that is why I volunteered for Iraq, to repay the principle in my mind that I believe needed to be repaid. I believed I repaid my debt to those men I lost by going to Iraq and saving my soul. Saving the lives of many others whom I was working with at the time and they had a part of saving my own. From my training that I received from the Marine Corps I knew would help me when I came into country. From the minute I arrived I was fine with the thought of not coming come, with the thought of not enjoying the freedom I provided once before. I was there for the people that couldn�t defend themselves and the people whom I worked for that would benefit from what life had given me, a second chance. As time went on in Iraq I had seen something�s that will never be spoken about again and things that will only be spoken with those who were there with me. Many nights I would stay awake and listen to the noise outside my window and wait for the moment when it was my time. My roommate was a great man and a leader; I spent many night staying up till he came back from his raids outside the green zone. I felt more like a wife then just another roommate and the bad thing is I always had to hold his letter to his parents just incase he never made it back. I got to know him very well and we had so much fun together when life wasn�t giving us hell to face. I could stand in front of his parents and hand them the letter and tell them how much there influenced me and how positive his life meant. But I got to enjoy the company of all my people in my platoon as I call it. Everyone had a story and I know everyone had a letter, all but me. Why you ask because I had all ready come to terms about my life and future death and had no need to let my love one know how much I loved them. I meet so many people with so many stories it�s hard to wonder why I did that, because if one of them died I would have lost a part of me. My wonder twin, she knows who she is, would be the hardest life to lose if she did go. I was more connected to her than all of the people. So I swore that nothing would happen to my wonder twin as long as I could be a part of the survival. Most of all my experiences where with the men and women I was with and it all ended the same way and was glad, we all survived. My pain will never go away and my pain always has a name, but one thing is my life had meaning now and it can only get better from here.
I am sorry for placing the ones I loved through the pain of not knowing if I�d ever come back. I see now that not knowing was the pain I cause for those who where back in the States thinking of me. But when I cam home there pain stopped, when I close my eyes my pain starts all over again. I can�t stop seeing the death and inhumanity from which I saw the worse in humans, but it�s the visions from these things that help shape me for whom I am. It�s the pain I share with those whom I served with that shape me as well, knowing that there are people out there that feel and felt the same way I do. I didn�t need any ribbons or medals to tell me I did a great job, all I needed was for my platoon to all go home and have that second chance I was given.
Now I try to make others around me aware how precious life is and that they need to take advantage of what they have. The knowing of not knowing what it feels like to face ones death bed. Live life and enjoy what you want to do, enjoy what need is in your heart. Because at any moment it can be taken away or worse yet someone�s life will be taken away before you can tell that person that you loved them. There are so many things in life to experience so many places to go and so many people to meet. Limit yourself and you�re just killing yourself slowly, wasting your life one might as well not even be. So take your life and do something with it, make it mean something. And it doesn�t have to be huge in scale it can be just as small as helping a stranger by holding the door for them to walk through. Saying hello or good morning, things like this impact everyone no matter how course there soul is. Even the cruelest person in this world has a heart; it�s just a matter of how to get to it�
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Picnic....
Posted:Aug 11, 2006 6:22 pm
Last Updated:Mar 28, 2024 4:23 am
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Well I will be going to our First EVER, the Inaugural "Picnic" Stress Relief Meet. If anyone you that read this poor old blog and want to go please feel free to email me here and or post something and I will see how serious you are, you might just get invited! Well people and pirates I hope you have a great night and a better weekend!
Bow

P.S. It starts at 6 pm so you still have time to come, if you're a female you will probably be invited right away. For you guys, if you will be bring a female you chances are I will probably invite you. But don't get cute and think you will show up without one and think you will stay anyway... You will be asked to leave for ling. Were all about honesty here and if you can't be a man about it then we really don't want you there. Anyway if you're a single guy, I'll have to more critical about you since you will basically be my competition... LOL Just kidding... If you want to go, just ask... and I will get you the directions...
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Good Memories....
Posted:Jun 27, 2006 7:36 pm
Last Updated:Oct 24, 2006 5:37 pm
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3)oh and could you please explain, in detail, how amazing it was to be with 3 women at once? Answer- Wow so this really intrigues you does it? Well I hope you’re ready to read a long story, because if there is one thing I like its telling stories… OK here we go…. Well when I was in California for school provided by the Marine Corps, I was TDY at 29 Palms. I had all ready been in the Marine Corps for about 6 years now and a Sergeant of Marines, which most civilians know what it is because of movies and books so it was good being one. Well while at school I had always like volunteering for events and being an escort, mostly because I liked wearing my uniform and it always got me looks from the women.  So there was this event that had came, up by chance I was there at that moment to hear it, it turns out that there was this even that needed Marine . So I stated that to the event organizer that I have done allot of escorting back in DC and she had welcomed me but wanted me to wear a uniform. Well unfortunately as I was TDY I did not have my uniform with me but I did have a nice suit. She said that wouldn’t do and I would not be able to go, that was all right with me it wasn’t a big deal, but what I know now it sure damn would have been. So later in the day that same woman came back and said those who would like to go just show up on Saturday noon time and be ready with uniforms or proper civilian attire. Well of course I wore my nice tailored suit that I bought about two weeks ago in DC so it fit perfect. I showed up and she wasn’t kidding she didn’t have allot of Marines to do much with. Well we got on the bus and took off to Palm Springs and if anyone knows Cali Palm Springs is where allot of the rich people like to live or hang out so I was excited! It took a while to get there and I don’t think they cared if about if we were hungry or not because they didn’t have food for us on or off the bus. So we all finally get to Palm Springs and we head to the Marriot Golf and Resort. It was huge and I mean huge it even had its on lake with a boat to take you from one side of the resort to the other. Well till this point no one has said what it is we were going to or whom these people were. They sat us in a room like cattle and waited, forever! I really didn’t like what was happing and I was getting a bad feeling about the whole thing, but then they moved us again to another room, which honestly I thought it was going to be a gassing room to kill us all. But I was wrong it was were the food was, and food they had! They had good food like Swedish meat balls fried chicken baked chicken, vegetables, salmon, shrimp and man only bad thing just water to drink. Oh well I shouldn’t expect everything right? Well after I saw all of this I was still kind of weary and only drank water and one roll. Well someone from the origination finally came back to tell us what it is that was going on and what it is we were going to do. Well she first off said she wanted Marines in uniform to go back to the original room we were in so they left. Next she would look at us individually and tell us to stay or join the others… Now I thought this was weird that she would look at us all on a one on one basis, but I went with it. I was like 5th and she looked at me and said turn around so I did and the thing I could think of was I am a piece of meat, I feel like I am going to a screen call for a film and the sleazy agent wanted to look at the good before she would let me out the door. Now she was cute and I would have but she said ok you look great and go with the others. Now what she had told us about the group or event that was taking place was that night was this was a gathering of an organization of Women blah blah blah… but the only thing that hit me the most was that these woman are the top of there business and all of them where multi-millionaires and some are Billionaires! OH HELL YEAH! So While I was waiting with the other guys and only a few more came back the lady that looked at us come back to get us to go into the dinning room. Well as soon as the lady walked us to the two double door that were massive and beautiful in design she said “Now I want you all to remember this what happens here stays here” just the words I wanted to hear! I went in and I was taken away, there was food and a bar and best of all ALLOT of WOMEN! More than us I can tell you that. I think this woman who walked us in was wrong for not having the other Marines come in, because I wouldn’t be able to talk to everyone in the room. Well I didn’t have to she realized that she would need the other Marines and they got the chance to make a memorable night. I didn’t know what to do but I really needed a drink so I went to the bar and asked him how much for a Long Island. He said sir it is an open bar drink as much as you want. Just what I also wanted to hear, so I drank my ass off and as many people know now I can drink allot without it affecting me. I really don’t remember how many drinks I had but I am sure I drank at least 4 Long Islands, 3 Margaritas, 4 woo woos, maybe 7 shots of tequila, 4 Jack and cokes, one shot of Johnny Walker Black, and 5 or more Apple Martinis. Yeah I drank allot but I was just buzzed so that should tell you what kind of bill I can rack up. So after I got my first of many drinks I was approached by an older woman in her 40’s and she said “I love you suit and I want you to come sit with us and tell us all about it.” Of course I said yes ma’am and I walked with her, she held me by my hand and my night was headed in a great direction. She was not that bad looking but her friends were fantastic! Well we all talked and I got to know them very well and the night was still young. We all danced and drank and ate prime rib and they treated me like a Golden GOD! So when the night was wearing off and the event was closing which I couldn’t believe it was possible, but time waits for no one. We all decided to go out and continue the party else were, well we wanted to go out on the town and the ladies had there own car there. Well unlike you and me there cars where stretched limos, and the richest lady who was a multibillionaire had her own stretched Bentley that would seat 10 people. It was Beautiful, and this is were the juicy stuff begins, so I get into the car and it was only five of us. Four Women and me so all ready I am over my head because I didn’t know which one to pick to maybe take a chance to sleep with. Well it was not there intention to have me one by one, they wanted to share. We took a drive and toured the town with a lust filled limo with one young Marine and four powerful women. How it started was easy, the owner of the limo was the last on in and when the door closed behind her she sat down and said this. Now Bow I want you to remember this is anything tonight, whatever happens here stays here if you can remember this the night will be very good for you. I said yes ma’am I am not going to tell any of the other Marines or the Marine Corps. She said ok, let the fun begin. It was like a scene from Jurassic Park when the Raptors attack the cow in the middle of the jungle cage. Once she said that the hot blonde to my right grabbed my head and kissed me, the dirty blonde to my left went on touching my chest and legs and the red headed woman stayed where she was like the owner. After the hot blonde stopped kissing me I saw the red head kissing the owner while she was taking off her skirt. I couldn’t believe what was happing and I was just hopping it wasn’t a dream. As the hot blonde was kissing my neck and ears the dirty blonde was unbuttoning my shirt and desperately trying to get to my chest, which was allot bigger than it is now, but it will get back there again. So I am emerged into what I am doing and it doesn’t take me long to get hard, main reason is because I was just about naked from my waist below because of the dirty blonde and seeing two women make out in front of me. Well now both women made there way down to Penis and were talking turns sucking and kissing it to make me cum. Well unknown to them that was not an easy task to complete, I was hard and they did there best but I never did I was close but I never did. The hot blonde took off her skirt and was guided by the dirty blonde in doing the reverse cowgirl which is my favorite position. She was so wet I think she had cum all ready just by the pure excitement of sucking me off and the feel of the moment, it was quite erotic and a feeling these women must have enjoyed before. It got them of and it was typical of the woman in power who likes to take control, but the best thing is they also like to be taken in control. So knowing this I started to talk to the two women, I told the dirty blonde to play with my balls and lick my shaft while the hot blonde fucks me. I must have interested the redhead because I could see her on the other side of the limo, which was getting pleasured by the owner look at me and said you’re next. The seats in the Bentley must have been specially made because they folder down like a bed, guess she has done this before, because the hot blonde got off and the red head pushed some button and the back seat folder forward. So now I could be flat and please both women, which is what happen, the dirty blonde got on my cock and the hot blonde wanted to know if I could eat pussy. I said get on my face and find out, so she took off her top finally and I saw her great breast, bought or not they were GREAT. She got on my face so I could see her face as the same time I ate her out. I really didn’t have to try that hard because she came after my tongue hit her clit. Being Hispanic I can roll my R’s better than an average American, mostly because of Spanish but it was all natural. Her pussy tasted like sweet orange, I had never tasted anyone like that and of course it makes it more enjoyable. I loved licking that woman and it made me so fucking hard it still makes me hard now just thinking about it. Now the red head had seen how much fun the blonde was having getting oral pleasure from me and this finally made her come over. I think she never joins them because the other two women were surprised that she crawled over and said she wanted some. So the Blonde had finished cumming again and reluctantly got off but I wasn’t done with her yet she got on my cock and the dirty blonde sucked on the hot blondes’ breasts. The red head got on and she tasted like strawberries and it was appropriate but best of all I LOVE strawberries! I gave her the best oral I could ever give a woman, and the Hot blonde on my cock had cum again. Now I finally came but this is what did it for me, the dirty blonde was talking dirty and said to her friend “I want you to cum I want you to cum all over his cock like I did twice, fuck yourself with his cock! That made me cum and they thought I was done but I was not, I have always been a multi sexual man and they took advantage of it. The red head had her hands on my stomach and her legs around my face while I sucked and licked my way to sexual GOD status. I made her cum once but I think she was hard to please but when she came she was a screamer! She almost killed me with her squeezing my head so hard I was just glad that her knees were not on my neck or else I would have passed out. The hot blonde got off and as the dirty blonde was about to get one the red head said she wanted to ride. They must have looked at each other because it was a pause and then the red head was helped to the lower part of my body and inserted herself and I think she really liked it. She felt so warm and she felt like a she was squeezing herself as she slid on. Now one woman the dirty blonde played with the red heads clit as she fucked me as hard and fast as she could bounce. The hot blonde wanted more of my oral action so she asked me if she could get back on for a ride and I said beg. She did and I said you can if you finger fuck yourself while I lick now this was in interesting position and I didn’t think she would be able to do it but I was wrong. Now I have made all the women come but the red head, but I could feel her getting tighter and her moaning was getting louder. I think the playing with the clit by the dirty blonde fucking herself with my cock took her over the edge. Because she came like no one I have ever fucked, she screamed like a banshee and her body shook and contracted like she was convulsing while she came. I thought she was going to rip my dick off. She sat there for a little while and once in a while she would convulse and cum without her bouncing. It was great and the hot blonde came again on my face, but I think this one was her biggest her body gave out and fell on the red heads back. The red head made her way off the golden cock and the dirty blonde wanted the rest. Now the red head was out for the count and the hot blonde had no more energy left to sit up. So I took the dirty blonde as my person conquest to be three for three. I fucked that women with my cock and my fingers, I played with her clit while she fuck herself with my cock and it worked well… Yeah I learned something from them women that night, play with the clit and make them cum cum cum… I think she was so excited and probably never did that before without a woman and she came like crazy. She scratched me on my chest and that was also when I knew I wasn’t into scratching at all… She really dug into my chest and my hard on almost left me, so I know I don’t like it. Well the dirty blonde I was not going to let go until she couldn’t stand so I took her in a missionary position mostly so I could cum again and make sure her legs where tired from fucking or from being stretched so high. I placed her legs on my chest one leg on either side of my head and I fucked her like there was no tomorrow. I finally accomplished my goal and she plus I came again. I took my penis out and she just laid there like the others and smiling… Now I know you guys are wondering what happen to the owner, well she was watching the whole time and playing with herself calmly… We headed back to the resort finally and it felt like we were gone for hours but I really don’t know. We made our way back to the parking lot and the driver parked the car and the phone rang and the owner answered the phone. She said no I will need you later and I will call you. She said to me that she had never seen someone fuck the way I did and it looked like she made a good choice by choosing me to play with her girls. She told me that they were all clean and I had no worries about getting diseases she knew I was clean because all we Marines get checked regularly for everything and she was right. The red head got dressed first and then the hot blonde and both kissed me for the time of there life and asked me if I was going to be in town next weekend. I said no I was done with my school on Friday and I will go back to DC. They said if they make some trips to DC they will call the Headquarters Marine Corps for me and we would hook up again, of course I said yes and I wouldn’t mind. The dirty blonde said to me this one thing, you don’t fuck me like any man I have ever fucked. Not even my husband! OMG my first married woman, no they where all married…. SWEEET! They left the car and I was only left in there with the owner, she talked to me and other things happen but you only asked about the three women not her. But I can tell you this I was pimped out by the Marine Corps and I was its bitch, I got paid for my services that night. The owner told the four hundred was for the cab ride back if I choose to stay the rest of the night but they would be gone or go now and she would call the driver and have him drive me back. She also gave me another envelope that was sealed and she said this is for you. It was thick and it felt like money, yeah it was it was 5 thousand dollars! OMG… OMG! I was a now…. But I didn’t open it till I got back home, and I was glad I didn’t forget about it when I gathered my things when I got dropped off. I have never seen them again and I never had another experience like that as well… I missed that night, sometimes when I think about it, it makes me sad and very happy. It was something I enjoyed and was impressed about myself while doing and thinking about it. I wish I could do it again….
Bow
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Something Cool...
Posted:Jun 11, 2006 7:24 pm
Last Updated:Mar 28, 2024 4:23 am
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Got this from 8lodus8 and I thought it was cool to try...
Leave a comment and I will:

1. Respond with something random that I know or think I know about you.

2. I will tell you what song or movie or celebrity you remind me of.

3. If you're female/male I will tell you the most likely place that you and I will ever make out.

4. I will say something that only makes sense to you and me. Or at least make some shit up.

5. I will tell you my first/clearest memory of you.

6. I will tell you what your name would be if you were the opposite gender.

7. I will ask you something that I have always wondered about you.

8. In order to play here you should be willing to post this on your blog also...
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In the morning...
Posted:Mar 26, 2006 5:33 pm
Last Updated:May 4, 2006 9:48 pm
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I woke up today and one of the things that I use to love in the morning was having sex. I haven't done this in a while since I've been single for over a year now, but this morning brought back memories of one of my best times waking up to morning sex. So after sleeping with my fuck buddy, who use was married to my Staff Sergeant they were getting a divorce oh and I have to tell you about that night too but that's is of course another story, but to get back to the morning again... I had the room that faced west so I got the sun later than my roommate who was in his room with his girlfriend. Now he knew of my Staff Sergeants wife whom I will call Jennifer, but not that she was still in the house. She drove us back home because we were drunk, HA HA more like my roommate was drunk and I didn't drive so I needed a ride anyway. But she stayed the night and in the morning she was still there and I guess wanted more. So I woke up to a very hot woman sucking on my cock and playing with my balls. I don't know how long she was doing it for before I woke up but when I did and I got my barring, which didn't take me long to do, I could feel myself reaching climax. Now this made me happy because one I have never done that before and two I was never that close, but as soon as I thought it would happen it didn't and I guess the mental block took over. But it felt so good, her licking the tip of my cock and sliding down my shaft while applying pressure all the way down to the very end with her tounge. Sure I'm not a huge man but I'm not a peanut either so this really excited me to feel the back of her throat. She claimed that she loved to give head and she was not lying about that, she must have suck on my cock for at least an hour and wanted more, but I wanted to fuck that all ready wet pussy of hers, but I wanted to make her a little more wet so as I pulled her up from my cock. I gave her a long lasting French kiss and I tasted myself for the first time, she had told me that I tasted very good but you never know till you really try it. Like any other man I really didn't think about maybe swiping my finger off the head of my cock and taking a taste to see if I tasted bad or not. Just too gay for me, but when I kissed her the flavor was good and it was like tasting a nice fruit drink. It had flavor and I didn't mind it because it was me I was tasting and not some other guy, now THAT is GAY! So from then on I haven't minded kissing a female after she's gone down on me and I think that turns on some women, well no one has ever said anything about it so that's what I'm going with. But anyway as we were kissing I had slipped my hand down to her chest and felt her hard piercing nipples and gently caressed them with my hand. She liked it and I knew this because she had told me what she liked when fucking. It didn't take me long till I worked my way lower to her wet and moving pussy lips, plus to feel my fuck buddy might have all ready orgasmed but I wanted to make sure. So I picked her up and I turned her onto the bed and spread her legs and went down south for a visit to my good friend. I licked her thighs and enjoyed the fact she was shaved, what a great turn on that was. So smooth and nothing in the way of ones tongue licking every inch of that sweet nectar of my goddess. She moaned and her breath was rapid as I teased her with my tongue around her pussy, I don't know what she liked more, me licking around her pussy teasing her or me finger fucking her? Because she moaned just as hard when I did finally place my index finger in wet soft pussy. I watched her jump up and down on my bed and her moans where getting louder, I told her she had to keep quite because my roommate was next door and he might hear us. So she grabbed the pillow, one of many in my room, and placed it over her mouth and muffled the sound, I think she was screaming now because she was just as loud with it on then before the pillow. Her legs would pull me in closer as to tell me to suck on her clit or lick faster, so I went safe and licked faster. I think that plus my fancy finger fucking did it, because she creamed all on my face and she tasted like strawberries when I was doing cuntilingus, but when she came she tasted like a whole orchard filled with strawberries. What a great thing for her to taste like, I went for round two of the taste of the strawberry patch and I wanted her to cum twice as much. Her legs would pull me as close as she could pull, but any closer and I would have to just tongue fuck her pussy and forget the finger. So I did and I think that was a new experience for the both of us, I have a great tongue but not long enough to really tongue fuck a woman that well, Gene Simmons I am not. But Paul Stanley I am! So I fucked her with my tongue and the warmth of my tongue going in and out of her while I played with her clit made her cum and I reached my goal twice and then I could give her my well deserved cock a chance. I worked my way up her and as soon as I was close to position to be face to face with her she quivered and forced me in with her feet pushing my back and butt into her. My cock slid right in with easy and by this time my poor pillow was being chewed to nothing. I still think to this day my roommate must have heard us; there is no way you could not. She grabbed onto me and thank God she had no long nails because she dug her fingers into my back with ecstasy. I think I might have gotten two strokes in when she let out a moan like she did last night. She came again, what a great morning this was turning out to be. I brought her legs up to my chest and placed her feet on my shoulder and went to town. She wasn't the only one that was going to get her nut off. As excited as I was, I needed to or I was going to have the most serious case of blue balls ever. My poor bed was tested that morning with me pushing and thrusting as hard as I could, at the request of Jennifer, I pounced her pussy with my hip driven cock. Going deep and pulling all the way out till the head of my cock was almost out and thrusting it back in as fast as I could. I am still amazed that I was able to stay in her that whole time without slipping out. Finally I decided to take on the doggie style and pulled both legs to one side while still fucking mind you and then I pulled out placed her with her face down and ass up and started my way to Cumming Hard lane. I never had a woman thrust as hard back as she did that morning. It was like she just wanted to see how many time she could cum and break a record of hers. I was never that good at doggie but I decided I could do no wrong that morning so why not try it out, so I fucked and fucked her with her screaming into my other pillow. I fucked faster and stayed well deep inside her so I could feel her pussy clamp down on my cock every time she came. I could feel it, I could feel my orgasm coming and it was wonderful, she had about eight that I could count at that point and I just wanted my one. It was great because we both were close and when I thrusted as fast as I could she came with me... It was like we were connected as one for our great sexual morning. We both felt our bodies quiver and shake with passion. I fell to her right side and she just fell straight down on her belly. She was out of breath and for the second time, two days in a row she was crying... Now if she hadn't cried the night before I would have been very concerned, but she explained that she was crying because it felt so real, so emotional, so passionate that her emotions took her to another place. She had told me how long it's been since she had an orgasm with her husband and the only way to get one was through masturbation. I felt sorry for her and I was glad that I could give her a little piece of heaven for those two days. We spooned and cuddled, which I like to do and no guys it's not gay you should try it sometime, we held each other and felt loved by one another. It something to never experience love or passion, but it's another thing to have once had it and to never get it back again. We might have had sex that morning like millions of other couples that day but we made the most of our situations. We knew we were just fuck buddies so that didn't change, but it doesn't mean you can't put your soul into it. It doesn't just have to be sex, because sex without emotion is just boring. Needless to say that was my greatest morning sex I had ever had or will, until I get a girlfriend or another fuck buddy... Man how I miss the good 'ol days!
Bow
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Thoughts...
Posted:Mar 21, 2006 5:08 pm
Last Updated:Mar 26, 2006 10:46 am
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I was up last night thinking and wondering if my life has gone the way I have wanted it to go? Have I done the right things in my life or have I just wasted it doing things that really don't matter in improving my life. Everyone goes through this in there lifetime some sooner than other and if you want to call it mid-life crisis than it can be called the same as well. But I have been thinking about this allot and not because I'm old either. I mostly thought about why I'm I still alive and why have I gotten so lucky doing the things I have done. I've gone to one of the most dangerous places on earth and lived, while so many of my fellow brothers and sisters have died. Some of my colleagues would call it survivor’s guilt, but this is a lot more than that. It's a question about why I have seemed to avoid being a target for death? It's not like I want to die now or end it all with a blink of an eye or in a blaze of glory. Which I would rather do than die on a bed while my cry, because I could no longer take care of myself and just withered away... But to get to what I was trying to say is this, have I done or taken advantage of my life, what I have been given that some do not get? Part of me tells me no, but I look back and I see all the things I have done and they are abundant. I have helped people solve there problems, saved lives, given a part of myself to those who’ve needed a positive influence to keep them pursuing there own dreams. I have made love, had sex and fucked like a rabbit. I have had my heart broken and broken one or two in the process, but I still think my heart has been broken allot more than I have broken them. I have kissed in friendship, kissed my love and kissed for passion, that is dangerous at times because that's how I kiss now and I get so into it, it hurts when I don't do it again. I've thought about killing and I have killed, I've had remorse about it and justified it because of whom I worked for at the time. I've seen my mother cry and I've made my mother cry, in turn I've suffered for doing so ever since and I can't say sorry enough. I've cried over movies, cried over lost pets and I've cried over losing best friends and lovers. I've been overweight and I've been a man with a great body close to a stripper career, (my mom probably wouldn't approve so I didn't do it). I've lived overseas, experienced cultures, expanded my mind through understanding different people and I've embraced my own Native American blood by sitting at the fire and watching my spirit flow to the stars and dance with my ancestors. All of this and more I have done and I still don't think I have done enough, I still have doubt about why or how can I improve my life. True just because I have done allot doesn't mean I have benefited by my experiences. An old saying is only a fool makes the same mistake twice, it's the wise man that can admit he is wrong and learn from his faults. I have always been a student of philosophy and psychology so when I learn something about myself and or others I make sure I remember it and try to pass it on to others. Because ultimately a fool speaks while a wise man listens... Well I think I have talked enough and I don't think most people would even make it this far in reading my blog today so I will cut this off now. For those of you that have read this far it only means that I interest you enough that you would read my banter and babble. I'm not sad in case you were thinking that, I'm just mostly thinking, but I'm sure if I had a woman I wouldn't even think about this at all. But who's to say, I just might anyway, I do have an active mind and a great imagination... But I would like to thank you anyway for getting this far in such a boring blog of mine.
Bow
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Dreams...
Posted:Mar 9, 2006 7:17 pm
Last Updated:Mar 9, 2006 7:17 pm
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I have been dreaming allot and some of the dreams have been really wild. One was when I was driving, now mind you I am asleep when this happened not me dreaming while I was driving. So I was driving and I had a woman with me in my passenger seat and she is touching my hand. She and I are caressing each others hand with affection to make the other excited. Well it doesn't take long to make her excited and she begins to pull up her skirt slightly and expose just a little more leg than the skirt was made for. She lifts up her body and she pulls off her panties, now the temperature is getting hotter in the car and its cold as hell outside, but it feels like summer in the car. She shows me the panties and throws them to the back of the car. Then she decided to show me what I can get if we stop the car in traffic. That nicely shaved pussy was more wonderful than I had imagined, its smell was overwhelming the car. It was a sweet smell that I couldn't place at the moment but I'll get to that later. She started playing with herself as to tease me, knowing that I couldn't just pull over in the heat of traffic. Sure I probably could have but I am sure that the state police would have stopped anything from getting to far and I didn't want that happening. She kept playing with herself and with the seat belt off she could lift her legs up higher than usual. She also leaned the seat back all the way so she could lay there and get to herself freely and a better view for me. Surprisingly I didn't run off the road or hit someone while I was driving. Sure it was a dream but it could happen. She moaned and shook as she played with herself, inserting her fingers inside and out of her while saying my name. She made me so hard I had to try to unzip and show her, but do you know how hard that is? Well even in a dream it is so I have to really find out if that is real or not. I watched her playing and lusting over the site of me looking and probably the fact some lucky drivers looking as well. She finally couldn't take it like I couldn't take it and she took my right hand and placed it on her pussy. She told me what to do with her as I played along her constant moving body. She was so wet and it was easy to see how she could have an orgasm really easy and I banked on this while I was playing with her again. The words of “finger fuck my pussy” and “fuck me” filled the interior of the car. The lust was deep and strong with the both of us as we still continued with our short trip down the highway. I knew we pasted our exit but only an idiot would pull over or off an exit. I did want to head home and take this to the bed room but I guess I need to start dreaming some more. As we went further and further down he highway she bucked and bucked with orgasm after orgasm. My fingers were getting sucked into her wanting more and more of me. She was near exhaustion when she had her next orgasm and she leaned up and reached for my cock which was all ready wet itself. She unzipped me and started to please me and tried to make herself the first woman to make me pop... But as usual I woke up and I didn't get to finish, but oh well there goes my life. I need to fulfill this dream out; I think it would be very exciting to find out who this woman was... And I need to bring towels because it was very wet in the car, this I remember, oh and the smell I smelled was coco.
Bow
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Once apon a time...
Posted:Mar 2, 2006 7:53 pm
Last Updated:Jun 11, 2006 4:05 pm
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Well I was thinking today as I was going home from work and it was a very long trip. Which I was very happy at the time that I am in a car pool so sometimes I get to sleep on my way to and from work. But anyway I was thinking about this one time I was at this bar and I picked up this one woman or more like I was picked up by her. She was very sexy and she did have a shy side to her but I tell you what you get a few drinks in her and she was shy no more. But aren't we all in the end? So we talked allot at the bar and we found out that we were very common in the views we had and in one most important subject which was live life to the fullest. And it came into play later in the evening so that was good that we discussed it. We drank and drank but it was almost not fair because of my high tolerance of alcohol. But this was one time it finally played in my favor. We were touching each other on the leg and some hand touching and I could tell that this was getting a little hot. So I decided that maybe we should find another bar, now mind you there was nothing wrong where we were at, it was jumping and the music was good. I just wanted to get her out of the bar and see if she wanted to do more. Yeah I am sneaky but it's all good! So we pay for our drinks and that's all we had was liquid and I was surprised we had no food, which meant she would have no way of getting sober in time to back out of anything she set her mind to. So we headed out side and we headed to her car and I asked her if she wanted me to drive and she said why? I said because you drank allot and I didn't want you to get hurt following me. She said but why, we aren't going anywhere, yeah I looked at her and was so puzzled. I asked her what do you mean and as soon as I said that I was grabbed by she and we were kissing like passionate animals. It was cold outside but it really didn't matter because we created our own heat. She unlocked the doors and we headed inside the back seats. Mind you even though I am experienced now this would be the first time I would ever make out in the back of a car. It was amazing; it was like nothing I would have ever felt before that night. We embraced and explored each other like if we were in my room having an all out sexual exploration. Both tongues linked and caressed each other the taste of our drinks collided in a mixture of lust and passion. We made our own flavors with our mouths, it was passionate but at the same time it was very lustful. We continued this for a while and being an advocate for the kiss I didn't mind that it went on for a while. I touched her stomach and breasts with my hands and wandered my fingers though her clothes and bra, I squeezed her and grabbed her in places that made her kiss me harder. She would grab me and pull me closer to her; she would wrap her leg around me to pull me closer to her warm sexy body. I never felt so wanted by anyone before, she made it a point than when we did stop kissing she would look at me with eyes that could look through my soul. Without any warning she would just pull me in to kiss her, just to let me know that I was wanted and she didn't want signals to be missed. After one intermission of kissing I noticed that we fogged up all the windows of the car. I had a bad feeling that we would attract attention from the cops and surely get a trip to jail for being intoxicated in a vehicle. So me being a smart man I asked her if she wanted to take this to my place. She said yes without hesitation and I was happy because now I can see what this woman�s passion in bed would feel like. Well we drove a little ways and got to my place, thank god I lived close! We were the nice little couple walking to the front door, holding hands and we looked like we had been together for years. But as soon as we got inside, the beast was released and she took control. I closed the door to the house and no sooner than I locked it she grabbed me and slammed me onto the wall and kissed me, then her hands wandered themselves and started to rip off my clothes. It was like I had no chance to even try to take any of her clothes off, but eventually hers came off by her own doing. It was like she knew the layout of my place and she forced me into the living room and placed me on the bed. She took off my pants with teasing effects on my legs and cock so she knew what she was doing. Aggressive one minute and making me beg the next it was overwhelming for sure. She unzipped me slowing and only took off my belt she kept the button holding my pants on and she made it a point that I not take it off either. She said relax and let me take control. I was like sure! So I relaxed and closed my eyes, at this point I was waiting for the penis or to be touched and I could feel her hand slipping into the zipped craves grabbing and playing with my boys and the big kahuna. My cock got hard with no problem and she could tell that she didn't need to tease it anymore so she unbuttoned my pants and pulled down my underwear to expose my working men. It was like a one motion movement as she pulled down my underwear with my pants and inserted my cock in her mouth. It was amazing it, I was so close to cumming I could feel it, but it wasn�t meant to be. I was sure that I had found my fountain of youth my Everest but as great as it was I did not pop. I could tell she really loved her craft and kept going but you know what I wanted a taste for myself. I grabbed her face and pulled her up kissed her and told her that I wanted to taste her and see if I could make her cum. She said you all ready have, I've cummed twice. I was amazed, I have never met a woman who was so a aroused from giving a blow job that she would cum. So with that I took her and placed her on the couch and went to town. I could taste her sweet flavor and it was a good thing too because we all know there is nothing worse than a woman that doesn't tasted good. It only added to the emotion and the passion of that night. I put my finger in her and found her G-spot and that was all she wrote, I had her in my hands, she came not one or twice, she came three more times and she bounced and jumped like a bucking. I finally took off her top and bra and she all ready ripped off mine. I exposed those wonderful breasts I only had the chance to touch in the car. But this time they were in the flesh and not covered by clothing or a sheet. I worked my way up and made her squeeze my body with her legs and wanting my cock inside her. I continued to kiss her and as I distracted her with that I inserted myself and she moaned like I had inserted a fist into her. She almost bit my tongue off which kind of took a little bit out of the moment but feeling her tight wet pussy made it all better. I pulled her legs up and on my shoulders and we fulfilled every passionate love moment we had wanted to have that moment. We fucked and fucked as if we were on a time crunch and I finally came but not after she came two more times... She thought I was done after that but I got up and picked her up and I sat down, I turned her around and placed her on my cock in a reverse cowgirl position but on the couch. Now at the moment I had only seen it done on porn but never did it. Well that night it became my favorite position by far, hands down. It took me no time at all to cum but she came again and it was the most intense orgasm she had that night. I could feel her clinching my cock for all that it was worth and not wanting to let it go. It felt so good I really didn't mind that she didn't want to get off right away. She leaned back and she kissed me while I was still inside her and that was very sexy. I wanted to go again then she got a phone call. Now I really didn�t pay it too much attention but I guess she did. We laid there and I could tell she was not the same person she was before. So I asked if she wanted to pick up the phone to see who called and she said that she would. She was relieved as if I would have thought badly of her, but I only felt bad because she looked like she was in trouble. Well she looked at it and I could hear a gasp as she read the name. She looked at me and said I need to go and take this phone call, I said she and I gave her a blanket off the couch and said go to the kitchen, she was gone a little while and I was thinking that maybe we would get back to more sex afterward but when she got back she said she had to go. I said sure because I never want to force anyone to do anything they don't want to do, plus I wasn't thinking she would stay the night anyway or at least stay any longer than the sex would last. So we got dressed and I asked her who it was and she said that she was sorry but I didn't tell you that I was married. I was shocked, and turned on at the same time, yeah my cock got hard again, but this time there was nothing I could do about it. She said he had called to see when she was headed home and she told him she was on her way she was just getting gas. So she drove me back to my car and of course I felt bad but inside I said to myself I just fucked a married woman... You're the fucking MAN! And I'm going to hell, but it was fun doing so. We kissed allot more after we got back but she finally said she really had to go and she was sorry that it had to end. I told her that she had nothing to be sad about because I enjoyed a great night of sex. And she got to cum allot. She looked at it my way and new she would probably not experience something like this for a long while. She said that we would meet again and I was happy to do so later on. I finally didn�t mind she was married, I liked it, and I wasn't going to tell. I still wanted to fuck so there was no way I'd fuck it up. Then I woke up at the car lot excited and hard, I had to hide that bulge in my pants and it wasn't easy but I didn�t it and I was sad because I knew that it never happened. I never took the woman home; we never made it to my house. She told me she has never cheated on her husband before and couldn't believe she was doing it now. She gave me the choice to go fuck but I said no... Now that I looked back on it I should have. I really wanted to and she did as well. I would have never treated her badly during or afterwards. What I dreamt was what I wanted to happen but couldn't. I let my concuss get the best of me, but I tell you if it happens again I would go through with it because I never know if it will ever happen again...
Bow
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Research study
Posted:Feb 23, 2006 5:35 pm
Last Updated:Mar 27, 2006 5:23 pm
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A question had come up with a friend of mine and I had a point of view that letting the woman ride would be boring after a while. Well she said that it's not and it could be very fun. So my survey is an interactive one, I will lend my body for the purpose of sceince and hold my own study to see if this is true... So if there are any interested women out there please fill out a post describing yourself and why you think you could show me that one of us is right... Please only serious applicants apply, this is for science and the research will be posted later on after the study is done. But no telling how long it will take so this study might be going on for years. Thank you for your time and I hope to hear from you and hopefully use you in my study.
Bow, Dr. Vagina
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Question TIME!
Posted:Feb 19, 2006 12:10 pm
Last Updated:Jun 27, 2006 7:33 pm
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I got this from 8lotus8 and it is fun to find out what people really want to know about me and can't ask me face to face. And like 8lotus8 you will get honest answers so be careful what you ask me! Oh if you feel shy about posting a question remember this it's better to know and live, then to die not knowing or trying.
Ask me 3 questions. No more, no less. Ask me anything you want. Emotional, personal, sexual, deep and dark or sexual, oh wait I said that twice, where was I oh yeah or you can ask me something sexual. I will answer them honestly. Then I want you to C&P this to your journal/blog.
Bow

Yeah that's me singing with Bono. I should be a ROCK Star!
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Tuesday Meet and Greet!
Posted:Feb 15, 2006 5:52 pm
Last Updated:Mar 27, 2006 5:23 pm
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I had a great time, I have to thank 8lotus8 for giving me back a little of myself, she made me feel better. I am so glad I went to this meet, we all had such a great time and I can't figure out why more people aren't coming out for this. It's safe, fun, no pressure and most of all we are all doing this do maybe do more later as a group or one on one. But anyway I can't wait till next Wednesday and I will make sure any new comers will have a GREAT and SAFE time!
Bow
P.S. Yeah that's me and Bono...
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Had a date but....
Posted:Feb 11, 2006 5:26 pm
Last Updated:Mar 27, 2006 5:23 pm
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Well I had a date with a very nice woman tonight; well she canceled it this morning. She said that we were on different paths and that we should stop this before we go too far. I made it known where I was coming from and how I am so there would be no games on either ends. I do this so we can cut through the bullshit and get right down to getting to business. Well I have not really gone on a date in a year and I have found out why I waited so long. I was rejected for who I am and what I believe. I really thought if I was given a chance I would be a great catch and a wonderful man to be around. I guess I was wrong, and as much as I know I am a good man and besides hearing it from other people. I can only wonder why I'm not good enough for a woman to be close to me, why I can’t be loved by someone other than family. I shouldn't complain too much because this is the path I have chosen for myself and I guess I might live with that decision. All in all I just wanted to vent and talk out loud. I really don't need anyone to say anything or do anything. I just needed to tell someone my day today, someone that would listen and it seems to be the Men.Date - Gay Dating blog that does. I have no comfort from a woman, I have no money for pity food and I have no company to share my story with. I just have myself and my fellow AFFers to vent to, but I do wish I had someone to hold. But I guess that will come later, hopefully sooner than later...
Bow
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